You cant have love without happiness, and you cant have happiness without love. Believe in yourself
Imy opinion it is MUCH easier to be happy, than to be sad It took me a while to get over most of my insecurities I still have a lot of them, but doesn't everyone? I'm not going to say that i hate myself, or that i have a terrible life, because i don't I love who i am, and the people in my life I care A LOT about other people, and i am willing to talk to anyone I will always be here If you don't like me, then its simple Don't associate with me, nobody is making you I know that i am good for something, and your opinion will NEVER change that you can tell me im a horrible person, but honestly? You are just a person, you really are not that powerful and you certainly do not own the fucking world, or me Some just think they do
I feel strongly about how age is just unnecessary, I feel that it is just a number and has no importance what soever, if age was never really there, then people would judge people more based on their character than how long they have been alive, that is to least of the importance, but it seems to be such a big deal, and with age, it makes people believe that they have to be at a certain stage in their life when they reach a certain age, therefore we die sooner than we could because we go through life thinking we have to die when we are in out 80s to 90s but we don't, but its nearly impossible to even experiment with this because you would have to change everybody's train of thought, and that would be impossible, people are now meant to believe that age matters, but i certainly do not believe it does at all,I prefer personality rather than a number.
I love listening to other peoples heart beats, and how unique they are, I have a huge fear of potato bugs, they literally bring me to tears, I am terribly afraid of hotel showers, the mind fascinates me to an extent that is just incredible, I wonder what the world would be like if penguins took over, I do not take myself too seriously, but i can be serious if it's needed, I learn new things everyday, new things about the world, about other people, and about myself. I believe that wishes do come true, I believe that magic does exist, and yeah it seems like a fantasy, but it's what gets me through this fucking life. I will not change who I am, or what i believe for anybody, no matter how bad i want them to like me, if they don't like the real me, they are not worth the effort and can get the fuck out of my life.
I don't understand a lot of things, i make mistakes, i fuck up a lot of relationships, I lose a lot of friends, i make people mad, i make people sad. I ruin lives, I run away from problems, I avoid confrontation, I lie to my parents, I don't know why I'm even here, but i will find out at some point, i refuse to give up. I might be a nice person, i might appear perfect and flawless, but I'm not, nobody is, everyone has their flaws, and imperfections, nobody can be perfect, some may portray themselves to be on an online environment, but i wanted to state, I'm just human, i make mistakes, so i am so sorry if i hurt you, i am so sorry if i ruin your life, and i am so sorry if i offend you, but honestly, i don't give a fuck. If you decide to let me, or anyone else have that negative effect your life, it is your own fault.
I have always wanted to be taken away to a new place, that nobody knows about for as long as i can remember, I have always been into things that just seem so un-real, but i believe in them, i believe in magic, i believe that there is a place in this world where there are mythical creatures, we just don't know about it, and very few people are actually able to access this point, and the people that have.. are the people that talk about them as if they have had experiences, in such.. detail, from my understanding, that is how the idea of them even began developing, because they are real. Everything we think is " fake" is based off of something real, it all connects. It takes an imagination, to bring an idea, but it takes an experience, to make the thought. Magic is a wonderful thing, I wish upon every shooting star i see, I still make wishes when i blow on dandelions, I believe in Love, i believe in happiness, i believe in.. complete peace. I am against wars, and fighting, it makes no sense to me why we do it, why do we kill such innocent people, why do we kill for peace, why do we risk the lives of so many people, when nothing gets resolved, obviously if they are fighting, killing is not going to help, its just going to make things worse and cause more death in the world.. to such innocent people. It just seems very wrong to me, but hey, I am just another person that wants to change the world. I am very curious, i like to explore things, i like to know more detail, it hasn't killed me yet, and when it does, atleast ill die knowing something that i wouldn't have known if i didn't try to find out what it was.